Before The Worst

Ahadina Dewi Maghfiroh.

Yea. She's the most cheerful girl I've ever known. It's not a long time I've known her. About 2 years but be my close friend in this grade.

Good-hearted, smart, cheerful. That's all I know about her.

She had an accident on 10th June 2011. I thought that it was a kidding. Nope, I'm totally wrong.

Well, I'm just can staring in front of my laptop, thinking about your condition, listening to Not Like The Movie by Katy Perry and Pray by Justin Bieber over and over again, praying for your condition. I wish you get better soon as fast as possible.

I'm kinda missing your smile, your words, your hair. So, this is me now. I'm crying and praying for you.

Get better soon, Dina. I know you can through this time. I know it's hard. Be tough, be strong. We support you, we are here for you.

We promise if you get better we will show our surprise!

GET BETTER SOON! WE ♥ YOU.

PS: especially him

Sincerely,

Miauw

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It was March 9th 2011

"I've never felt so alive like I feel right now in this moment"

It was Wednesday. I believe.
Yeah, I thought everything would be alright on this day. But, I was definitely wrong!
My heart said that I wanna ran away or escape from this school. But you know to do that is so hard. Ergh!
Some of my friends was laughing in my class while I and my friends was getting mad.
It's not my class anymore. It's their class. I thought.
But, no longer. I went to the cafeteria with my closest friends. We met our other friends.
I was so grateful because we had a good conversation.
I hope it will be like this in another time.

We had no teachers to teach us in that day. Yeah, busy people or lazy to teach us. I don't know about that. But we were grateful too because we were free.
I almost forget, that day was Roby's birthday. Tee-Hee! We had a good plan for him. We will showered him with flour. I won't to get that.
We walked down stairs and went to yard, watched the football. It was stupid I think. Lol.
Finally we showered him with flour. We were like in the kitchen and the kitchen blew up the flour. Some of my friends were like old men.
It was so funny I think. We laughed together. We smiled together. And didn't forget to take photos because it was a good moment.

After that we made a circle than told our own problems in our class. But, there was no our friend. We were lost our funniest guy. It was sad. And I cried.
We told our problem till 4pm.
It was so memorable. And I hope things will be better that yesterday. Amen.

And I was so grateful to meet you all. My second family. My 25 cousins.
I loved and love and I'm loving you all.
xxxxx

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The Call

This song, I dedicate for my old folks and friends that will be old folks

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
’Til it was a battle cry

I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
’Til they’re before your eyes

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

Thanks
xxxxx

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Flashback

Flashback to my past. Since I was in 1st grade until 7th grade. I love that 6 years. Full of memories, love, friends, laugh, cry, sad, mad, crazy, etc. Actually I don't try to remember that. It's stuck in my mind. I don't know why. Let me tell you about my past since I was in 1st grade until 7th grade that full of memories.

In 1st grade I was so stupid. I didn't know what's homework, and how to do it. It was a gloomy year. But I'd love it. In 2nd grade, I had best friends 2 best friends they were so funny, I can't say anything about them. In 3rd grade I was lil bit boyish. I like to play with the boys and fought with the boys. And I was being crazy with my friends. In 4th grade I had many kind of illness made me stupid. Everything so ordinary and gloomy. In 5th grade, I had many activities to do because I had to take course, study for that Science match, etc that make me tired.

And finally 6th grade. It was SO PERFECT year. I love everything happened in that year. My classmates and the other class is so crazy and funny. I had best friends. One of my best friend is my classmates and the other 3 were in the other class. But we had a good communication. We never had a miss communication between our classes. We were so cohesive. Anything were very good. But, suddenly hurricane was coming. It was getting closer to our final of final test that means we have to leave our perfect year. We were so sad. Tears, our classes is full of tears. Because we had to leave.

But I thank to my loveliest, funniest, craziest friends I ever had. Who taught me everything, who loved me, who made me laughed, who made me cries, who drove me crazy, anything good or bad. But I thank you soo muuuch. I can't say anything. And I hope you still remember me. I was me and I am me. Your craziest sister. If I have a fairy I will say to her that I want I go back to my elementary school when everything was alright.

Love,
xxxxx

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